Hello friends! I know I haven’t been around in a bit. I have been super busy at work and home, you now how it gets. Baby P is one day away from not being a baby anymore! His party is tomorrow and we are all very excited to celebrate him. I will make sure to post our little get together on here when I get the chance (hopefully before his second birthday!).
As P got older, I knew the time would have to come when we weaned him off of the breast milk. I researched information on weaning babies and the best approaches. I read stories on how some babies refused to be weaned and how mamas everywhere were exhausted and out of ideas.
I prepared myself for the worst. My husband and I had a whole plan on how to do it slowly and gently but this boy threw a wrench into the works. He just stopped.
That was the last thing I had expected. Over the course of about a week he slowly started to eat less and less and in turn I was producing less milk. I started to freak out at work because I was pumping an insanely low number per day (stupid me, I didn’t even connect the dots that he was eating less so I wouldn’t have to produce any more!).
Finally, I mentioned it to my husband and he said, “Well maybe it’s time to get him off the breast milk.”
I was ready for the weaning to be a process for him but he just left me high and dry (literally). I also didn’t realize that the whole process would leave me little sad. I mean, my baby wasn’t my baby anymore. Since the day he was born and for almost a whole year after, my son was nourished with something that my body made for him. I got to share this amazing experience of breastfeeding with my son. It was something that he and I had for a really long time and I guess I was expecting a little more time before that time in our journey would be over. It turns out, I was the one who needed the weaning process, not him.
It’s been a couple of days now and I am feeling a little more regulated when it comes to my emotions and dealing with this short, abrupt process. Looking back, I should have expected this from my little guy. He has always been fiercely independent, so why expect anything different when it came to weaning?
I’m proud to have such a grown up little dude in my house and I hope he continues to have that independence and confidence as he grows up. It’s all I ever hoped for in my children.